RenGill/fan

Open letter

I try again a private message because I fear that you have misinterpreted my comment left on FB following your update and it pains me deeply.

I easily understand that it is difficult to answer all the messages when you are a public person, I also understand that people who want to impose their choices on you displease you.

On the other hand, for my part, I found your answer and some comments that followed (I wasstamped aggressive and selfish) unfair.

I have never sent a message in this sense, I have too much respect for you and I listen to absolutely everything you produce because whatever the musical style, I think you are a great author. It seems to methat your strength is in this mixture of genres. Songs like Diazepam, Ready for you, Money game to name a few are in my opinion nuggets, Fisher that you posted recently briefly too.

I will never allow you to judge your work and want to impose my choices on you. Who am I for that?

After that when it comes to communication, I know you get thousands of messages. But are they all written, do they all ask relevant questions? Do they all praise your formidabcreativity and your incredible resilience? Are they all posted by people who know almost your entire career? who cried with you in some heartbreaking videos, in front of Unrest? Who laughed with you in front of your awesome humor your WordPress blog? Who knows your background and everything you’ve created since Trick the fox? Who has documented this damn Lyme disease? Who has followed all the treatments you have undergone, from bone soup to cell transplantstrains? Followed the periods filled with hope and those of terrible disappointments?

You could tell me that I didn’t have to get involved as much and that you didn’t ask me anything. You’d be right.

But all this you shared with us and you should be able to understand that for some of us, a special relationship has been established. This relationship goes far beyond our admiration for your talent, for your stage performances with or without the band. In my case, given my age, I almost have a mother’s feelingtowards you. In one of my messages, I told you that you were proof that we could be exactly in our place, to do what we have to do, what we like to do, what we are made for and that I wished my 3 big children to trouver one day in any way such harmony with their inner self.

I also want you to know that you are, for me who loves to write, an incredible source of inspiration.

Your story and unfortunately all the obstacles that the fate has put in your way, make you a real romantic character.

Thank you for taking the time to read me

Take care of you